Tirrade

You were the strong one weren’t you

oh, you thought I was

but no

I’ve learned how weak I am

How stupid, pitiful, helpless

And it’s getting bad now

You’re leaving, along with everything

everyone

all of it is leaving 

gone

And I’m standing in the ruins

holding the ashes

feeling those too, slip from my hands

How can I find myself, when there’s nothing to find

I’m hollow

was I ever me, or was I a shell of you

All is gone

this is wrong

I can’t go on like this

I can’t even write anymore

If I ever had a knack, well, it’s gone

Look at the shit up there

I’m rereading, and that is utter crap

I need you

I’m selfish, but I do

I’d say you can’t do this to me

but hey

they say what goes around comes around

And it’s gaining momentum

I’m ending this shit tirrade

There isn’t anything to say anymore

Peace

~ by ccsfuzz on March 19, 2009.