Fade

What do you mean that you don’t care?

I’ve looked but can’t find you anywhere

You said “It’s my burden to bear”

But please come back, give me my share

You never told me what was wrong

I guess I should’ve known all along

Is it too late, you too far gone?

You know that without you, I can’t be strong

I guess I made it all a game

From this view, nothing looks the same

I never saw you weren’t okay

I thought you’d follow when I walked away

And now without you, I can’t breathe

The tears that drown me keep me from sleep

My heart is gone, from body freed

Like everything else, just left me to bleed

A hopeless coward that God won’t save

I wish I had the guts to leave this place

For there is no reason to see more days

But I won’t go, guess I’ll just fade

~ by ccsfuzz on March 19, 2009.